November is for The Dreaming—a Wholly Reconciliation.
On the bathroom floor, droplets of tears tap-danced upon my skin, streaming along my brown thighs. As the vanity mirror blurred from the shower's steam, I closed my eyes and heard a cry—“I've been so mean. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me!”—it was mine. Her Love consoled me:
“
Breathe,
take my hand,
loosen your grip and allow.
Fall to the cool ground,
firm,
beneath it all,
for I am your Mercy.
All-Deserving.
—Soul
Clenching my arms, I held the me who my mind had perceived as pieces that didn't quite “fit together”—like a masterpiece with all the ingredients yet missing the “right” recipe. Each day echoed, “Do better. We've got to figure this out”…for months. Until I woke to Wonder:
What if this IS the life you've dreamed of all along?
Wonder had perplexed Disbelief and for a brief moment, revealed a key that I now was ready to see. Suddenly my life illuminated in all its untamed, Divine Beauty.
“
No longer able to hide,
she crossed the tides.
Feet damp and unloved,
she placed her hand upon her soles,
and rubbed
Deep.
A nurturer by trait,
unaware that what she was keeping
was more precious than gold in her plane,
it was the Key of the Dreaming
and she its Keeper.
My body released. A sigh broke free, and I fell into the Grace of Forgiveness. Its Ocean awakened me to seeing a Truth hidden within me—Acceptance was the Grace I didn't know that I was seeking, until I received it.
November is for the Dreaming.
Come home to yourself this month for Wholly Reconciliation—“Resolution, Resilience, & Truth.”
November asks you to slow down and notice the hidden Dream that disbelief is veiling. Last month, Love plucked and gathered a harvest of Soul Memories for your safekeeping.
Together, with each weekly, morning grace note, we'll learn to embody the nature of this reflective month through Resolution, Resilience, and Truth—to bring you into a more Loving & True view of who you are now and what you're feeling. May you see Beauty in all connections.
“What hidden Dream is your love revealing?”
Open your journal and ask your Soul to illuminate the Truth within you. Rather than judging your existence, plans, or experience, gently wonder:
- What version of yourself are you currently seeking? Is it still True and loving?
- What is your life now revealing?
- What are you holding onto that is complete and fleeting?
- What is disbelief revealing to you? What is it hiding?
- What is your hidden Dream?
- What is your love now keeping?
I invoke the Grace of Acceptance within and without. And so it is.
Through many tears, Wonder danced me into reconciliation with a hidden belief about the life I truly wanted—writing and coaching for a living. Deep inside, I was afraid of my Dream being out of reach. To which my Soul responded, “On the contrary.” My life, my business—it was already working—to teach and grow me. For I am my Soul's Dream. And its Acceptance illuminated Being.
Seeking Grace is a journey into the deepest Knowingness of your Soul—shifting you from Doing into Being. For those who seek, shall find.
So tell me: what hidden Dream is your love revealing?
Gracefully yours,
Diamond
Your Oracle of Grace
